The Way Out Is In / Being with Busyness Q&A, Part Two (Episode #78)

Br Pháp Hữu, Jo Confino


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Welcome to episode 78 of The Way Out Is In: The Zen Art of Living, a podcast series mirroring Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh’s deep teachings of Buddhist philosophy: a simple yet profound methodology for dealing with our suffering, and for creating more happiness and joy in our lives.

This special episode – part two of two Q&A installments – marks the launch of the first book by Zen Buddhist monk Brother Phap Huu and leadership coach/journalist Jo Confino. Being with Busyness: Zen Ways to Transform Overwhelm and Burnout is intended to help readers navigate these experiences, relieve stress, and reconnect to their inner joy through mindfulness and compassion practices inspired by Thich Nhat Hanh. 

Instead of discussing the book, the two presenters asked listeners to submit their questions on these timely topics. Listeners’ generous, vulnerable questions answered in this episode include: What are some practical tips for staying grounded and mindful amidst the busyness? How can I get back into practicing mindfulness? How can I practice mindfulness while doing multiple things at once? How can I be of service to others while still caring for myself? How can busy people know when it’s enough and draw a line? How does Plum Village deal with the burnout issues that also exist in the outside world?


Co-produced by the Plum Village App:
https://plumvillage.app/  

And Global Optimism:
https://globaloptimism.com/

With support from the Thich Nhat Hanh Foundation:
https://thichnhathanhfoundation.org/


List of resources

Interbeing
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interbeing  

Being with Busyness 
https://www.parallax.org/product/being-with-busyness

The Way Out Is In: ‘Being with Busyness Q&A, Part One (Episode #77)’
https://plumvillage.org/podcast/being-with-busyness-qa-part-one-episode-77

The Miracle of Mindfulness: An Introduction to the Practice of Meditation
https://www.parallax.org/product/the-miracle-of-mindfulness

Pema Chödrön
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pema_Ch%C3%B6dr%C3%B6n

Start Where You Are
https://pemachodronfoundation.org/product/start-where-you-are-book/ 

Sister Chan Khong
https://plumvillage.org/about/sister-chan-khong 

‘Three Resources Explaining the Plum Village Tradition of Lazy Days’
https://plumvillage.app/three-resources-explaining-the-plum-village-tradition-of-lazy-days/ 

Dharma Talks: ‘The Fours Pillars of Spiritual Life’
https://plumvillage.org/library/dharma-talks/the-four-pillars-of-spiritual-life-dharma-talk-by-sr-dang-nghiem

Bodhisattva
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bodhisattva 


Quotes

“The Buddha explains that each and every one of us has an island within us that we have to tend and take care of. That island is our way of being, our calm that we can bring to the chaos. And it doesn’t mean that our surroundings are calm, but that we are calm inside. Even just a slice of calmness can relieve everything that is happening around us.” 

“The art of a meditator among busyness is to not be dispersed or carried away. When we are dispersed and carried away, we have the ability to come back to that island of practice. And this is an ongoing practice that we can all develop. We develop it when we’re at peace, when we have calm, when there is stillness.” 

“Our mindfulness is what we’re cultivating in our mind at the present moment.”

“When you’re washing your plate, that is a moment when you’re just washing your plate, not thinking about the next project; that is mindfulness.” 

“The spiritual dimension is an old technology. It’s free and can be practiced from day one, right now, right here.” 

“Letting go in the space of Dharma is to grow and to have freedom. But if we’re to let go, to give up, that’s a different energy. So we also have to know that taking a step back to have more space, and then continuing, is also okay.” 

“People have dual problems. One is that they have self-loathing; the other is that they wish for perfectionism. In other words, not only do we not feel we’re enough, but we often don’t like ourselves. And then, on the other end of the spectrum, we’re trying to be perfect. That is the perfect storm for overwhelm and burnout.” 

“A hungry ghost: never satisfied and always desperate.”

“The idea that there is a perfection to mindfulness is a wrong view because it doesn’t embrace the insight of non-duality: that suffering and happiness lean on each other. So imperfection and perfection play their part in life, in meditation, in love, in joy, and in community.” 

“Two people can share the same bed, but if they don’t share the same dreams then there’s no foundation for that relationship.” 

“When your generosity is no longer there and you don’t have any more to give, you have to rebuild. So the Buddha teaches that we have to learn to take care of the island within us. We have to know how to understand our capacity; this is very difficult.”

“Being able to witness what’s going on in the world and also maintain our own sense of love, self-love, and love for the world is so important.” 

“The work of temples is never done.” 

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Dear friends, welcome back to this latest episode of the podcast series The Way Out Is In.

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I’m Jo Confino, working at the intersection of personal transformation and systems evolution.

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And I’m Brother Phap Huu, a Zen Buddhist monk, student of Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh in the Plum Village tradition.

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And today, dear listeners, dear friends, this is the second part of our two part episodes on being with busyness. And we are creating these two podcasts to mark the publication of our first book which is called Being with Busyness Zen Ways to Transform Overwhelm and Burnout.

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The way out is in.

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Hello, dear friends, I am Jo Confino.

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And I’m Brother Phap Huu.

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And brother, we are doing the second of two episodes to mark the launch of our book. And we thought the most relevant thing to do was to ask listeners for questions, so we posted a story on Instagram and we got about a hundred and forty questions. And so we started recording last time but there were so many that we decided to have a second episode. So this is it. How has the book been received from your perspective? Because it’s been out now a couple of weeks. How’s it going?

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I think it’s going well. Well, that’s what I’ve heard. I think the topic is very relevant for so many people and one of the greatest feedback was is like having two companions in a book that they can carry around with them. And reading it, some chapters, some friends would read it again and again because it becomes relevant to that particular moment in that day, so I think that was our intention. Right? Was just to offer light to this big theme that we all go through which is busyness, burnout, stress, and everything in between it.

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So what are the practices? Because one of the things about this podcast is we always want to make it relevant for people in their everyday lives, it’s something that they can listen to. And if they choose to, if they find something useful that they could go away and practice that straightaway, or experiment with building that into the life. So I’ll just ask a couple of questions. So maybe I’ll read out a couple. I used to be able to practice mindfulness a lot but ever since becoming a mum three years ago I have been feeling overwhelmed and have been burning out very quickly. I also work full time. I think just that, looking after your three year old and I also work full time, and you just see how much work and how much commitment there is there. How can I get myself back into my mindfulness practice? So in other words, when I have so little time and I feel my mindfulness practice is being squeezed out, what can I do? And here’s another one. My question would be for some practical tips on how to stay grounded and mindful amidst the busyness? I emphasize practical tips because it’s all very well to be calm and zen when you’re meditating or have the time and space to breathe, but what about when you’re at work, on a deadline, and three people need something from you right now? The same could apply to a busy home life with small kids screaming, everybody needing something from you at the same time. How to remember to take that breath and calm yourself in these moments before reaching the point of burnout? And then we had a number of questions sort of related to individual sectors, that I think we’ll wrap in but to give an example, someone said, working in healthcare, especially in a hospital, it can be so busy and fast-paced. What are the ways I can practice mindfulness whilst doing multiple things at once? PS: the podcast brings me so much peace and calm at times when I need it most. Thank you. So I think what people are asking for, in part, brother, is… often we separate our practice from our life, so for example, we say, how do I find time to sit in meditation? How do I find time to walk when I’m so busy? And my own experience of the practice, the practice is most useful actually also when I’m in the busyness and say how do I remember… as this question is, how do I remember to practice when I feel so much in my mind already? How do I open space?

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Very good question. And I feel that a lot of the questions, some of them, the folks already have a meditation practice and here I just want to address that there is a dualistic view that meditation is outside of daily life and I know it’s not our intent, but the mind works it in that way. Right? So first I want to address the question towards about being a mother, because we have so many children come through the retreat and I get to be with a lot of parents and get to hear their journey, so these questions have also come up towards myself and to the community. I think the first thing that I can share is to expand our understanding of mindfulness and meditation because these practices are to give us more inner quality of being present and being alive and being in peace with, and here we just have to shift it to every time we are with our child that is a very deep meditation practice like. When we’re changing the diaper, when the child is screaming and shouting and needs our attention, let that be a mindfulness call of showing up for the child. Let that be an immediate awareness that my presence is my practice of meditation, so it is not on a cushion, it is not in a room that is quiet, that there’s an incense, a candle, but the breathing is still present. The actions that we make are still present. So how can now these actions, even in the rush, in the quickness of movement that we have to do, it is still a deep practice. It is still a very mindful practice. As an attendant of Thay, I had some very extreme moments, especially after his stroke. When, yeah, we don’t have time to sit and to enjoy a sound of the bell. We’re in the hospital for almost a year. We were living, some weeks, in the ICU, where life and death was happening. All the chaos was around us. And I, the island within that we speak of in Buddhism, the Buddha explains to us that each and every one of us has an island within us that we have to tend to and take care of. And that island is our way of being, our calm that we can bring to the chaos. And it doesn’t mean that around is calm but we are still calm inside. Even if there is just a slice of calmness that still adds another quality to the midst of everything that is happening surrounding us. And it’s continuing to develop that strength of that island that allows us to not lose ourself and to be carried away. So the art of a meditator in the busyness is not being dispersed and being carried away. And when we are being dispersed and carried away we have the ability to come back to that island of practice. And this is an ongoing practice that we can all develop. We develop it when we’re at peace, when we have calm, when there is stillness. And then we also remind ourselves ah, there is so much energy that is the opposite of calm, and I’m gonna be calm in the craziness that is happening. And it’s not for us, it is not zen when you then expect everyone to be calm then you can be zen. It’s actually the total opposite. You cannot expect the world to change to accommodate our needs. It is us that we have to find our… our strength of the meditator in these critical moments. And it’s to show that you can be a stable and mindful person in that chaos. I have run in the monastery in our craziest retreats where I’m pacing very quickly, but I’m not losing myself because I know I can’t be slow in this moment. Like, you know, when you were cooking for 250 people, you can’t breathe in, chop one carrot, breathe out, chop another slice. It’s just like, bro, chop, you know. It’s like… So this idea of also meditation is only created for the whole peace and calm environment, that’s very idealistic. And yes, we can have these moments, we need to develop these moments to bathe ourselves in and creating that faith that we do have the capacity to be calm and peaceful. But within the action it is seeing that when you’re washing your plate, that is a moment you’re just washing your plate, you’re not thinking about the next project, that is mindfulness. And our teacher has written a whole manual and it’s called The Miracle of Mindfulness. And a fun note is that this book our teacher wrote was when he was exiled from Vietnam, he was in the West and he still had a whole community back in Vietnam, his social workers, and he didn’t want them to lose their spiritual dimension and their practice because they will be overwhelmed and they will burn out. So he wrote this as a manual so that they can maintain and see that in the day-to-day life there is still mindfulness practice hidden in every action. Very recently I had a very difficult conversation with a gentleman that we had to ask to leave Plum Village. And at first I brought my calm, I brought my gentleness, and there was a moment I realized he’s bending my gentleness and he is manipulating my kindness, and I had to change my attitude, and I had to change my way of speaking. And if you walk past, it doesn’t look like I’m a kind monk, but in that moment kindness is being abused, and is being used back as as a weapon against me. And therefore, in that moment, the right action is I need to match his energy, but in my heart I didn’t… I can really honestly say this, I did not hate him, but I’m just seeing that he is not understanding what needs to happen in this moment for his own well-being and for the well-being of the community. And so our understanding of peace and compassion, we have to see it in many lights. And there are moments when we can, it can appear like we’re very maybe mean even, but that strictness and those choices of words… I literally said you have to leave or I will call the police. And yeah, this is not something I ever want to say on a daily basis, but there are moments that we have to also be a more stricter and maybe harder kind of person. Right?

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Which is actually kindness.

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Which is kindness, exactly. And I just wanted to just like share that the way of mindfulness in the daily life is totally possible, and sometimes we just have to untangle a little bit of the idea that we have of a practitioner. Another story I have is with Thay. Right? Like everywhere we go, Thay really does apply walking meditation, but he’s not so dogmatic that he’s gonna walk like super slow to create crazy traffic jam in the airport.

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As I now ought to cross the road.

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Yes, but Thay will still walk at a much slower pace because he knows that we don’t need to be that fast. But it’s very ironic because, it’s not ironic, but it is that the view is very ironic because you see two kind of streams of life happening. And two is possible, and we both get to the same destination. But what kind of energy are you bringing? And there was one time when our flight, the whole gate was shifted, changed to another gate, and the announcement was made like please, all passenger, please make your way there. And I know they were speaking to our delegation because it was like 30 something of us at the airport, wherever Thay went on tour, he would take the community with him and for a lot of his retreats were within the hundreds. He would bring his whole community, and because Thay didn’t want to be seen as just one superstar or just one zen master, because for him the whole spiritual path is all about community. And I just remember that moment Thay turned to us and he said, run! And we all just sprinted across the airport. It must have been such a scene. Like this was way before like the smartphones that we have and with cameras, because I would have filmed that, because that was quite a spectacular moment in the airport of like monks and nuns just sprinting across the airport. So it’s also like we have to be in tune to the moment of what actions we need to apply to? If it’s quick, if it’s slow, if it’s gentle, if it’s strong, but our mindfulness is what we’re cultivating in our mind at that moment. And then on a practical, on a very practical… practice, everything that we speak about in Zen, sitting on a cushion, now transfer that to sitting on your office chair. Like see yourself when you are so sucked out of the present moment, by the screen, take a pause, a pause for three minutes, five minutes, if it’s possible.

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Or even three breaths.

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Or even three breaths. They’re all there. There are nuggets of practices that you have the permission and you have to have the will to apply it to. Right? And Thay always says, we all have to walk, choose a distance where you’re going, and have the ability to just step back it mentally and now put into action walking meditation. And slowly you will develop it so that it becomes just a natural way of your walking. So right now walking meditation is still like a practice as an object to train and to achieve, but when I was with Thay, his walking was just mindfulness. There’s no, I need to practice. His being was just mindfulness. When I’m sitting with him there’s never a feeling of like I need to now breathe and be mindful, it’s just this is mindfulness.

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And brother, it’s really interesting this, what you talk about this separation in our minds between work and home, because that’s been there for so long, that I can be a certain way at home, but when I walk out the door I leave my moral ethical calm self and I go to work. And what you’re so beautifully speaking about is we actually also do that with our practice. Our practice is at home, but our practice is in the work. It is in life. And there’s always something we can do. And you talked about walking, there was one person who was here on a climate leaders retreat and everyone made a commitment at the end, and this person made a commitment to, I think it was twice a week, walk in freedom from their kitchen to their home office which was about 30 steps. And I think I mentioned this in the book because on one level that looks, you know, rather pathetic that twice a week I’m going to walk 30 steps in freedom from my kitchen to my home office. But what you’re talking about is if that person does that because it’s within their capacity right now, that’s what they can do, if they really do that, then that will lead probably for them to do that three times a week or four times a week. And there’s in my training to be a coach, I always remember that the trainer told this amazing story which has always been very powerful for me that he said, how does a super tanker change its direction because the super tank is so strong that a single rudder, as a single unit, can’t do that. And he said, well what happens is the rudder is broken up into sections, so the first small section I think is called the tips, tip sail, or something, I can’t remember the exact word. But if you change the small segment of a rudder, then the water flow will slowly start to change the second segment, and then that will change the third segment and then the fourth one, and then eventually that huge ship will turn. But if you try and change it all at once with one rudder, the pressure is so strong it’s impossible to do that. So I think that sense that actually the smallest action may not look very meaningful, but if the small action has an intention behind it, then that small action can lead to the next action and the next action.

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Yeah.

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And just one other thing, brother, one of the things I hear you talking about I think is about not being a victim and knowing when it’s possible to speak out. And I’ve seen this a lot in work where there’s almost a culture, a conspiracy of silence that everyone just becomes a victim of the circumstance and no one says anything about it, everyone feels they have to fit in. And I feel this consistently, people feel they, for good reason, want to fit into their community. But sometimes one person who breaks the silence in not an angry way but a creative way, can start to change a conversation at work, or you can find a friend at work who… and together you can maybe voice something. Because until something is voiced, people assume that is how it is. But it’s a bit like the emperor with no clothes who was parading through the streets and everyone’s saying oh my god, your clothes are so fine that we can’t even see it. And the little child who points out, you’re naked. And sometimes we need, not need, but sometimes we have the capacity and the courage to voice something from a place of mindfulness that wakes up everyone around you.

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So brother, perfection in mindfulness. So…

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What does that even mean?

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I think it’s called enlightenment or something. So this is a really good one because often people are trying to be perfect and part of the burnout and overwhelm is from trying to be perfect. And then we bring that into our practice so people look for a practice that is going to save them from overwhelming burnout but actually the mindset they bring to that actually can sometimes lead to further burnout. So let me… here’s the question: How do you work with a tendency to replace obsessing about perfectionism at work with obsessing about a new substitute perfection standard to chase now, revolving around being mindful enough not to chase the perfectionism of work? Then big emoji of a smile. I tend to laugh gently at myself and say hello again when I notice it. But I want to go deeper. And there’s something, brother, about allowing ourselves to be where we are. So Pema Chodron, the Tibetan nun has a book saying Start Where You Are. And just to start this off, brother, just to tell a little short story which is actually one of the younger monastics, who now has disrobed, actually a year or two ago, he came, ran to my house for tea because we live a short walk away from Plum Village monastery. And we were standing at the top of our garden with a beautiful view and we have a sort of a table there where we eat in the summer. And I said to him, okay, stand where you currently are. And he stood. And I said, now place your right foot to where you’re trying to be. And he took a big step with his right foot to the right. And so he was very unbalanced. And I literally just gently tapped him, I might have mentioned the story in a previous episode, but it doesn’t matter, repetition sometimes is helpful. And I gently pushed him and he fell over. And what that was such a strong expression of was that he was trying to be the perfect monk, he was trying to do it all perfectly, but actually in his mind he was actually not a perfect monk, he was deep in his suffering. But that distance was very unstabilizing, destabilizing. And actually I said, the perfect place to be is where you are. As soon as you’re trying to be perfect at something then you are actually you’re creating more suffering. So… But coming back to this question, brother, how can we avoid using the practice… as a tool for our suffering?

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I’m trying to remember my youth. When I just started in the meditation practice, and especially when I was a novice, a newly ordained monk, because at the beginning our teacher and the community tells us that right now your bodhicitta, meaning like your energy of practice, your mind of awakening, your mind of love, is really strong, so you want to ride that wave and you really want to invest your energy and your youth in the practice. And I took that as like as a challenge and I took that as like every day I need to increase my mindfulness. And, you know, I would always start with like a very strong intention, I wake up, 24 brand new hours. Then I make a cup of tea, it’s gonna be mindful. Then I put on my shoes, then I open a door. So I broke down everything, right. Because… That particular mindset was that is perfection, that is a perfect way of being in mindfulness. And of course by action number five Im totally lost. I’m like, what’s for breakfast today, y’all?

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And I’m really hungry.

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And I’m really hungry. It’s like, oh my god, I drank too much coffee, now I can’t sit still, right. And of course I’m failing every day. I’m failing, I’m not perfect every day. And… what I was lucky with was instead of being angry I just kept laughing at myself for how ironic it is to enter into a culture of being kind to oneself, and here we’re just putting more expectation for ourself, which is not really kind because at the beginning it looks like it is coming from a good intention of bodhichitta, like what our teacher has instructed us. But he never said be perfect. He never said that if you’re not perfect you’re not a good student, he just said ride the wave of your aspiration right now, of your intentions. Right? So this experience that I had with my own practice, number one, there’s no perfection. The Buddha was not perfect even. The Buddha was an enlightened being, he had deep understanding, he saw ways out of suffering, and that gave him such freedom because then he wasn’t entangled by the mind and the craving and the suffering, but he knows how to be and transform suffering. But in his community, how many of his students left him and never succeeded as monastics? Is that a failure or is that success? Or is that just a way of life of no birth no death coming and going? And there is always going to be new beings and then beings that die also. So our particular way of looking at meditation, I okay, I kind of blame imagery a little bit because every retreat… I mean we do it too in advertisement like, you know, there’s a monk sitting on a beautiful hill looking at the mountain and then all these apps are like presenting, you know, be calm, meditation… But the reality is you don’t only sit when it’s pleasant. I have had so many meditations when I want to leave the cushion. And it’s excruciating. My mind is in 20 000 directions. My breath is heavy, is deep, but it is exactly because it is unpleasant I need to sit. And I don’t consider that a failed sitting. I don’t consider that a failed sitting. When I really wanted to leave the monastic life, I made a vow that for six months I’m gonna come back to foundational practice. And the first two months it was excruciating, my mind just said get the hell out of here. Leave Plum Village, what are you doing? You don’t want to be here. But I was so determined, I’m like, I can’t let my emotions take over right now. And no matter how unpleasant it was, I was still so committed to sitting. And it was thanks to that, now I have the ability to sit through almost anything. And I can sit through excruciating meetings sometimes that we have. I can sit through unpleasant emotional storms that I have. So what may seem like something so unpleasant and can be considered failure, because we didn’t leave the hall feeling at peace. We didn’t feel happy leaving the hall but is it exactly that one plus one equals happiness all the time. Maybe one plus one equals being in suffering, being with busyness, being and embracing our overwhelm, and just sitting with our overwhelm, not even having a solution for it. And sometimes it is the unknown, the unknowing, because we think that meditation also is then to give answer to everything. And we have to grieve sometimes that sometimes there are questions we don’t have an answer to, but it doesn’t stop us from the practice, it doesn’t stop us from continuing to cultivate this Dharma. Dharma is a living organism, is a living tradition, it is a living insight. The Buddha, I love the way that Thay has said about the three jewels, the Buddha is a living Buddha. The Dharma is a living Dharma. The sangha is a living sangha. And that means the practice has to be living, it has to be also beyond the cushion. And it’s great that we can have a cushion to sit on. And we bow to that cushion every time because it is a support for us, but then that support can may not always be with us, but that support can then be transformed into other ways of being. And my commitment to the Dharma is to be that meditation, like lifeline wherever I go to I can always tap into it. And evidently I saw Thay do that, even after the stroke, even after he couldn’t do walking meditation anymore that didn’t stop him from cultivating his well-being and his present and his compassion. And even though he was suffering, he was still able to be a happy person by accepting his state of being in that present moment. So this idea of perfection will literally lead to suffering because once your condition changes you will feel that now you’re not perfect anymore and that only leads to suffering. So I can dare say that to have the idea that there is a perfection to mindfulness is a wrong view because that doesn’t embrace the insight of non-duality that suffering and happiness they lean on each other. So the imperfection and the perfection they have to play its part in life, in meditation, in love, in joy, in community. And it doesn’t say that I don’t know how to enjoy when we have perfected an art in the community. Like there are moments like we just did a monastic retreat two months ago and it was like a perfect retreat. Everyone left feeling inspired, feeling joy, feeling that we had time to be with each other. And we can enjoy those moments. But then to be attached to that moment, that’s where it’s wrong.

00:34:52

Brother, I just want to thank you for that answer because there’s so much in that. It’s almost like imperfection is perfection. And it reminds me of a couple of things. When I was at The Guardian, I was involved in international development and I used to give talks on the fact that all these charities in order to raise money to help alleviate poverty or social injustice were always showing, in all their brochures and all their talks and all their imagery, were showing people as victims because the only way they thought they could raise money was to show that people were needing victims and therefore actually they needed to show people as victims in order to raise the money to help them. But what that did is it created a culture of superiority that if you’re in a developed so-called western country that by noted donating money to people you would help their lives, but it created this fundamental sense of inequality, that my money will help them. Whereas often actually the giving of the money was to avoid the feeling of the suffering, it’s just that I’ll give money to push the idea away. And what you said was so important about the way that the capitalist system has in some ways co-opted meditation and mindfulnes. And as you say, all the images are of perfection. And so what you’re creating is practitioners as victims if they don’t attain that, because you’re, in a sense, buying meditation, buying mindfulness, because it becomes a commodity, and then if it’s not delivered, then actually you feel that you failed, or you feel the practice has failed you. And I think, brother, that that has, in a sense, crept into Plum Village a bit.

00:36:52

Yes.

00:36:52

I know one of the sisters said to me a while ago that that sometimes there… she’s noticed this sort of, it’s not a trend as such, it’s not fundamental, but this expansion of people who come to Plum Village as a commodity, that Plum Village is there to make them better. And that if they’re not better in a week that they feel Plum Village has failed them or the practices aren’t good enough, and they’ll go off and find something else. Is anything you just want to, I mean you spoke about it very beautifully, but is there anything else to be spoken about the way we’re seeing mindfulness and the practice?

00:37:30

Yeah.

00:37:31

And expecting something from it.

00:37:33

Yeah. I think like things are so beautifully curated now, especially with things online and things, I mean like we’re also a part of that, right? We wanted this podcast to be perfect. And, you know, all the equipment, all the sound engineering, all of the music that Brother Spirit wrote for it. Our producers like they are so good at it, that even in our way of being we create such high expectation for everything. And maybe in a way it’s good to then come to moments where you meet things that are unexpectedly not meeting our needs. And that is good because that reminds us that ah, there are so many things that we still need to grow and develop.

00:38:33

And reminds us there are needs.

00:38:35

Exactly.

00:38:37

someone else’s needs to take care of.

00:38:40

Right. And I think we also like part of, you know, part of technology’s growth, I mean part of people’s experience and so on, Plum Village has changed a lot in the last 43 years. It used to be a farmland. Like I came here there was no path, like mud was everywhere. And I loved it. It was totally cool and normal, you know. And now especially with like public regulation, things are becoming much more demanding. And so our human mind also gets attached to all these demands, right. And so I think one thing I just want to say that helps to give us freedom and way of being is to always be open to every experience that we are engaging into. When I go on retreats, like there’s so much you can prepare. And that’s it. After that you just gotta experience it, you have to be ready. We don’t know who we’re meeting, we don’t know who will be in our audience. And we can’t just stick to what we’ve prepared and not be open enough to change and adapt and move, so that the present moment is a real moment, it’s not something that we’ve created from the past. And I think as we, in this capitalistic world, like are so fixated on things being created in a particular way, and we become attached to that, and attached to the experience of meditation even. The good and the bad, and so on, and so on. And that’s why we always say you gotta come and experience it for yourself. Whatever you’re hearing is still just my experience and your experience and our notions, but the reality is we just have to apply everything. And that’s why I love, like even the Buddha, he said, don’t believe me, you have to practice. You have to be the experimenter, you have to experience it, you have to put it into practice.

00:41:18

So let’s get to our next question. So this one, brother, is something that comes up regularly for people which is that people aren’t just feeling burnt out in their own life or overwhelmed in their own life experience, but actually when they’re looking out in the world and seeing what’s going on and all the sort of polycrisis we’re facing of climate and biodiversity loss and social injustice and war and disinformation, etc. That they’re feeling overwhelmed and burning out just from either feeling all that or from actually trying to make a difference and finding that it’s like trying to swim against a tsunami. So there are a few questions around this, so I’m going to just read three actually which give us a sense of what people are feeling and then we can answer. So the first one is from someone saying: I’m 74 years old and throughout my life I’ve been always able to pull myself out of depression. Faith and hope continue to fuel my passion for life. Now I wake up with dread. I do manage to work through it but it’s become a morning ritual to overcome it. I feel I’m burnt out from years of being a spiritual warrior. So that’s on the sort of global scale. And then there are two people who wrote in after the aftermath of Hurricane Helene and I think it’s very helpful also to pick one particular example of where people are feeling burnt out as well to show that actually these are not conceptual issues, these are facing people right now. So here’s the first one. I’ve been working with locals affected by Hurricane Helene in North Carolina. I’ve been very intentional in trying to be present and available in my interaction with the victims, but I find that I get overwhelmed by the amount of pain and sadness that I see. How can I be of service to others while still caring for myself? And the second one: we are walking into our third week after the Helene storm went by Asheville, my town in North Carolina, USA. Three weeks without water electricity and many without their home business or family members. I see beauty in the many trucks with license plates from all over the country. I see beauty in the water I can carry, or in the new view I have from the trees that no longer stand. But day after day pain seems to be just there, like a shark under the surface, ready to strike. So brother, how can we respond in a way that creates calm and balance when all around us we see either destruction or fear that actually destruction is on its way?

00:44:09

I think I want to start with we have to be able to honor the grief that comes with the loss of trees, of homes, of livelihoods. And part of the practice of meditation is becoming aware of these feelings and emotions that arise. And spirituality is not here to… take a pill and then it becomes better. It’s actually, it allows us to ground ourselves to be in touch with impermanence, this is the nature of impermanence. And having the ability to stay within the feelings of grief and pain honoring it as well as this is where it becomes a little bit more difficult which is the responsibility of each individual within the suffering still having the wisdom, the insight, that but I am alive, and that today I have 24 hours ahead of me. How can I cultivate these 24 hours? It may not be with the blue sky and the birds and the flowers, but it is ah, how how can I support all of the victims of the hurricane, of my own family, of my own loved ones, of my community? So it is like directing our source of energy even if it is pain and grief we can still direct it to building love, hope, communities. And I think this is a teaching coming from the times of Plum Village’s original sangha, which were all these youth activists who were going from village to village with our teacher and other social workers in helping rebuild villages that were destroyed and bombed.

00:46:16

And this is in Vietnam.

00:46:17

This is in Vietnam. And a part of it already is the aspect of community life is like seeing pain and suffering and collaborating together. And in the work of collaboration, it is like the practice of letting go of self also, because you’re of service now. And realistically, when we’re in service, it looks like we’re just giving out energy, but there’s also energy coming back into us. And it’s important to also be proud and be happy with our capacity of offering, like our willingness to give our generosity even if it’s very simple, it is just an act of, you know, going to give out batteries, or give out medication… vitamins. In Vietnam, present time, our monastic communities over there when the storm happened in the north of Vietnam, we prepared many care packages and monks and nuns would go on boats joining the villagers to bring to the villages that were destroyed. And also witnessing death, witnessing also lost of ancestral trees, you know. I think one of the pain, the collective pain that was shared among the north was all of these huge trees that have been there for hundreds of years, considered like our ancestors, are all gone now because of the huge storm. And we have to also be able to honor that, and I saw collectively, as a community, you know, people crying of the loss of of nature here. And so there is an element where it can also become a ceremony where we can honor the lost also. So when we’re grieving one of the practices in Buddhism is to have channels where… how to put our grief, our hopelessness, our pain, and we do them in ceremonies. And it is a physical act where we would unite our body, speech, and mind, we would sit upright, we would collect ourselves through mindful breathing, we would set an intention while we are bringing ourselves to this moment. And then for us, Buddhists, we would do, we would light an incense, we call it an instance offering. And for us when we light the incense, it represents fragrance, and our teacher would explain it like it represents the fragrance of mindfulness, concentration and insight, these are the three trainings that every practitioner has to develop. Mindfulness is awareness, awareness of what is happening in the very here and now. And then to develop one-pointedness, a direction of where we are focusing our energy. And then having the insight, from this insight, and it can be as a prayer. We pray. Or it is a prayer in action, we go into action. So there’s many ways that we can use our voices, our actions to help bring our energy to the suffering. So when we talk about burnout there also needs to be a ritual there. It’s like we have to be able to hold ourselves responsible in recognizing and accepting that we’re in burnout, and one thing to do is, it’s hard, especially when you’re in burnout, because I think each and every one of us have been in it, but because I’ve heard this insight and it really helped me during that time which was and burnout is also impermanent. You cannot think that it’s gonna be there forever because everything is of the nature of impermanence. So our state of mind, and our state of energy, whether it’s mentally or physically, can change. And that is the beauty of impermanence. It’s that if we recognize and we see and then we have actions towards it, it’s not just ideas now, ideas are not enough. We have to put into action another way in order to help us transform our burnout, our loss of energy, or even loss of hope. So here we have to go back to fundamentals. It sounds crazy, but it’s exactly, you have to go back to basics, you have to come back and remind yourself that you have the ability to take care of yourself. You have the ability to bring some element of relief in the sense of joy and stillness and care, and self-care for yourself. And particularly in those moments, that’s the hardest thing to do because we can become very critical to our own self and we become critical to the world, we become critical to the suffering that is present. And yes, there is suffering, yes there are pain and injustice, but how can we, sometimes just take a step back to look at it all and see how are we taking care of ourselves in the midst of this. Or we also may become the anger, the violence, the depression of this also. And this is where Buddhism, it’s very difficult, because it becomes a mirror for you. We have a sutra called measuring and reflecting. Is like we have to ask ourselves, am I becoming the anger that I have transformed, that I have been working to transform? Am I burning out from the deepest work that I’ve loved? And on another practical space, we have this friend who comes every year to Plum Village and he always volunteers in one of our retreats. And every winter he goes to Myanmar and he does three months of social work. He just brings food to where there is… because there’s a civil war going on right there, oh yeah, there’s a civil war going on right now. And he would just deliver food. That’s it. And one year he got so burned out from, you know, witnessing so much pain and suffering, and also seeing that his work is not really relieving so much. So he came back to Plum Village the next day, the next year, and he met Sister Chan Khong who is in our community like a bodhisattva, like she helped our teacher start the school for youth and social service. And he shared with Sister Chan Khong what he’s been doing and how he feels he becomes powerless. And she said, there’s one advice I’m going to give you and you have to commit to it, and that is once a week you have to give yourself one lazy day. You have to have the courage to not be put into action on that day, and you have to give yourself that day to recover, to take care of yourself, in a way to be a little bit selfish, meaning just to care for yourself, to breathe, to eat, to drink, to sleep. And when she shared this you know that this is her own journey of helping and of being an activist. And sometimes we feel like there’s not enough time, but if we… that is also a mentality, we don’t have enough time, of our society that we have created, and we have imposed on each and every one of us that it becomes such suffocating energy. So when our friend shared this in our recent retreat this year, we had a workshop on loving action, and he really shared like this became his safety vitamin once a week, to take one lazy day, and the six other days fully committed, and that one day to remind yourself of also you also need to be loved and cared, and you offer that to yourself. And I, when I hear the question about compassionate fatigue it is very real, it’s very true. And here we have to see what are the elements that we are lacking in our daily life that can help balance ourselves? You know, the Buddha has taught of the middle way, we cannot be too extreme, like always on gear five, because we will lose energy, we will not have any more capacity, because we’re limited. So we have to know when to stop, when to ask for help, as well as when our mind of love… In Buddhism, it’s a very particular energy, we call it the bodhichitta, when our mind of love is lacking nutriments and we have to be very honest. And for those of us who’ve given their whole life to these kind of work, sometimes it may feel like an insult when we hear that… and we dare to even say like my mind of love is not there anymore. And I think that was one of my hardest moment when I was meeting my own crisis was I was realizing that my capacity was so limited. I thought I was the vast ocean, but I’m a creek now. It’s definitely drying up. And realizing like I can’t love anymore. And that becomes a very scary place because it feels like we’re changing, it feels like we’re becoming a different person. And here we have to learn to close our senses and come back home. Thay has this story when he was at a hermitage writing a book and one day he went to the hills for a walk and he left all the windows open, the doors open. And when he came back everything was a mess in the hut because the storm has come through and the wind has blown everything apart. And Thay said, in that moment, what he had to do was close all the windows and doors and take care of the inner home. And he said sometimes we have to do that, when our inside is all disturbed and all not aligned anymore, we have to close all our windows. Whether it is our contacts, or our actions, our listening, even our giving of love. Here’s when your generosity is not there anymore, you don’t have any more to give, you have to rebuild. So the Buddha also teaches us we have to learn to take care of the island within us. So we have to know how to understand our capacity. This is very difficult. Thay said, when he was in his later years of teaching, he said the hardest thing he had to say was no to requests. But at that time he said, because I understand that I’m becoming older, I am more limited in my energy and I still want to focus on my brown family, my monastic students, because I don’t know how much time I have left. So you have to start to intentionally select very skillfully where you’re going to give your energy. And what we think what we were doing in the past and we can’t do any more it’s a loss, but actually it’s a new era that we’re in. And before we go into the next question, I’ll never forget this, there was a monk who asked our teacher in a Q and A, Thay, when do us, monastics, we get to retire? Thay said never. Thay said, as a monastic, we’re like fine wine, the older we stay the more nutritious and the more flavor and the more essence we have to give. So the more that you’re a monastic you have more to give. There’s no such thing as retirement.

01:00:33

Beautiful, beautiful. And brother, you know, we’ve devoted half the book to talking about healthy boundaries because I think when people look out in the world and see all the problems they feel they have to try and solve all of them. And I always remember when I interviewed Thay once and I said, Thay, you know, there’s so many problems in the world, you know, how do you deal with when there’s so many calls for help? And he said, I’ve learned to do one thing well. And I then trust that everyone else will do their one thing well so I don’t need to do it all myself but I trust in my own capacity and I trust in others capacity. And I remember I said, well, you know, what is the one thing you’re good at? He said, well, I’m good at sitting and walking. And at the time I thought, you know, in that moment, I sort of I was quite cynical. I think it was probably my first interview with him, and I thought, yeah, right, you know, sure thing. But when I thought about it afterwards I thought, I realized that actually everything he’s created is from the quality of his sitting and the quality of his walking and that’s what he’s built everything from. And brother, you know, when we were, you and I were part of the team that went to Hollyhock in Canada to run this North American climate leaders retreat. You will remember well that there was one of the indigenous leaders who was there who shared he’d been fighting the tar sands industry for many many years and he had this deep realization in that moment and he said, I’ve been so angry with what I see going in the world that I’ve become an angry man, and I’m angry at everyone. And then you led one of the family groups, because we do sharing circles, and I was helping you with your family group. And there was someone else in that group who said exactly the same thing, he said, I’ve been so angry that I’m now angry. And it speaks of the fact that if we’re, and this is Thay’s teaching, he said if you’re an angry activist, you’re not helping the world at all, you’re just developing more anger. So being able to be witness to what’s going on in the world and also maintain our own sense of love, self-love, and love for the world is so important. And also brother, I’m just, well one thing as you were speaking, is that you talked about the power of ceremony. And for me one of the most important attributes of Plum Village are the practices, and in Buddhism are the practices, because I feel that in many people’s lives there’s no ceremony and no sacredness and no practices. And actually with a loss of traditional religion we’ve replaced that with consumerism. But actually one of the things that’s so powerful about Plum Village is there are just these simple practices. There is a walking meditation, you can take yourself off for a walk… And, you know, you’ve told many stories over the years of Thay when he was going through very difficult times he would go with that practice. And we talk a lot in the book about the more we spend time when we’re healthy and happy building these practices then when trouble hits then we have the capacity to deal with them. So thank you for raising that. Just a very simple ceremony can help us to feel connected to something more than us and when we just think it’s all on our shoulders, that’s when we burn out.

01:04:33

Yeah. And on this fact, like I just want to continue my teacher’s like wish for the 21st century and he kept reminding in retreats, he’s like, when you go home after a retreat in Plum Village, please set up a breathing corner in your home. Please set up a space. It can be very simple, it can be just a little table with a flower, a fresh flower and a candle or an incense holder for you to light an incense, so that you develop a practice space and becomes a part of your life, so no matter how busy you become just like for our stability in our life we need food, we need water, we need some physical movement. And here, now, we need some spiritual movement. And I think this is an element that is so crucial for our times. Like Thay has made this statement he believes that if we are to overcome the suffering of our century we need a spiritual dimension period. He said if we don’t have this spiritual dimension we will just keep repeating history and we will keep creating and developing new technology but these technologies can’t replace the already transmitted wisdom of how to be in the present moment, our responsibility of taking care of our our life, our joy, our happiness, shining the light of understanding to the pain, the grief, the suffering, and transforming it. But now, most of our technology, like we’ve mentioned, you know, it’s like looking forward, looking to distract, looking to be away. So the spiritual dimension, in a way, is a technology. And…

01:06:33

It’s an old technology.

01:06:33

It’s a very old technology. And, believe it or not, it’s free.

01:06:37

And can be practiced from day one. Doesn’t need to be trained up.

01:06:42

Right now, right here.

01:06:44

And brother in terms of, you know, you talk about a spiritual dimension, you know, the beauty of Thay’s teachings are that it’s not a spiritual dimension in the clouds, he interwove it with an ethical way of living. It’s not something that is oh, spiritual dimension will sit and just sort of meditate and that’s it. It was, it’s absolutely directly attributed also to you know his five mindfulness trainings about, you know, what is loving speech, how do we consume in a way that’s responsible, how do we use our sexual energy? You know, it’s very practical.

01:07:23

Very down to earth.

01:07:25

Yeah. So next question, brother, this one is something I suffer from and I don’t think there’s an answer to it. So and we’re not here necessarily to give answers, we’re here to just allow some energy to come into these questions. So this one is about knowing when to press on and knowing when to stop. So here we go. I find it really hard to figure out when I’ve pushed myself too far and need to step back versus when I should keep going. I feel stuck in a cycle where I want to be more ambitious in my work but at the same time it’s driving me crazy. If I give up too soon, I’ll end up feeling frustrated that I wasn’t persistent enough. How do you know where to draw the line? And the reason… I come across this many times, brother, where people are let’s say engaged in a project and they’re facing all sorts of difficulties and there’s this sort of western mindset if I just keep going, I’ll get over this hurdle. If I just keep moving forward, I will find the solution as opposed to it’s time to let go. Or it’s even… And this question, is in a sense, quite a binary question, as it says either I move forward or I let go, but actually sometimes letting go is to move forward.

01:08:51

Yeah.

01:08:52

So how can people when they are very busy and they’re trying to get something done, they’re trying to achieve something, know how to act in that moment?

01:09:05

Know when is enough?

01:09:05

Yeah.

01:09:08

No, this is a very good question. I feel like I have some input to offer from the wisdom of the Plum Village tradition. And… So this question it involves when we have no more, there’s no more sense of freedom in the action, meaning like, to do it it doesn’t give us back energy, there’s no joy, there’s no freedom, there’s no love. And I think for me that is like a pause to feel, it’s like when we’re in action, when we’re doing something, and we suddenly we realize that we’re lacking space. When my love is big, when my heart is big, which is the Buddhist mindset is like every day my heart needs to grow bigger. And when my heart is very big, I can embrace anything. You can be a jerk to me and I will still find a way to love you.

01:10:12

Oh, thank you, brother, that gives me full permission.

01:10:15

No, no, but honestly, honestly, like I think one of the luckiest like inheritance I have from my blood ancestors was I don’t get angry easily. And I let go very quickly. I’m very blessed with that. But as I progress in this life, I’ve also recognized it gets shorter and shorter and shorter.

01:10:35

Wait till your my age.

01:10:36

Yeah, but that has really been my… what’s the thing when you weight? My scale. It’s been my scale. Like how much can I offer in this moment is when how big is my heart. And when my heart is so big and there’s so much love and energy, days and night doesn’t matter. Like when I was… when Thay had to stroke, I didn’t sleep. I was on almost 18 hours a day. You know, we had rotations, but we still had time to, you know, to also care for ourselves, like our grief and everything. And at the end of our time in one of the hospital wards we were moving department, the nurses went to say goodbye to us because we’ve kind of established a relationship with the whole team because we were there almost like every day. So the nurse asked us, I just want to ask, she said, I just want to ask, how is it possible that you can take care of your teacher with such love and tenderness and care? She’s like, even my own parents I don’t think I can do what you guys are doing for your teacher. And the only answer I had was love. Like you have no idea what this man has done for a lot of us in our life. Like he’s transformed our whole way of looking, our whole way of being, has given us so much. So this gratitude is a source of energy, this love is a source of energy, so it doesn’t matter, time and space, and how much effort we put in. I’m dealing with a situation right now where there’s a sibling in our community who doesn’t know how to volunteer for things in the community. And it’s very calculative, like everything, oh, I’ve done this, so that’s enough. Yes, and you’re not tapping into the spirit of community life. It doesn’t matter about the schedule. It doesn’t matter if the circle, we have a circle of rotation, if the rotation comes to you. If you see that is dirty, you just clean. And folks who operate on this level, I feel… I pity them a lot, to be honest, because they also seek a lot of attention and a lot of admiration but it won’t come because there’s no heart of openness. And one of the brothers who we were like having a conversation with to look at this particular situation because we were all talking about it and we’re like, okay, guys, an intervention, we gotta have an intervention. And one of the brother he shared this and it just gave so much insight to me. He said, I feel that he is seeking connection but when you are not in service, there’s no connection, because your connection is just consuming us. You’re just here to consume me, you, through a cup of tea, through a conversation. But you’re not selfless, so when you’re not selfless, and you’re not communicating through us, not through just a cup of tea, but through action, through service, then there’s no real true communication. Especially in our tradition, we’re not here for a salary, we’re not doing this for any position, it all comes from heart space. Right? And it comes through that it develops trust and love within our community. And I have like, you know, I wanted to give up on this brother. And by chance I listened to one of my teacher’s Dharma talk and he talks to the elder brothers, I was a young novice in that Dharma talk, he talks about, you know, elder brothers, when you are only complaining about your young ones, you’re not doing the job.

01:15:03

Oh that knife went straight in.

01:15:07

He’s like, you have to become even friendlier in order to communicate to them, to talk to them, to show them their shortcoming, to show them their blind spots. Oh my gosh, Jo, when I heard that it was just like a slap in the face by Thay, he’s like, wake up Phap Huu. And I have really been, you know, practicing to open my heart more and to have understanding. Where’s this coming from? Particularly my dear sibling. And I wanted to let go, but for me letting go there is giving up, so we have to be very careful with the word letting go. So letting go in the space of Dharma, that insight of letting go, it is to grow and to have freedom. But if we’re to let go to give up, I think that’s a different energy. So we also have to know that taking a step back to have more space and then continuing is also okay. So this, you know, I know exactly what you’re talking about, Jo, when you said like, you know, we just keep pushing forward to get through the finish line. And that mentality is very stressing and it’s very exhausting. So what the culture now needs is like sometimes we don’t know. There are moments in life we don’t have the answer, and it’s okay to feel the grief of not having the answer or having the unknown there. It’s scary, yes, but we have to have the ability to just take a step back in order to see clearer. And this brings me back to the teachings of the lake. You know, sometimes when the lake has been shooken, you know, with the storm, with the weather, there’s no space for stillness, it can’t reflect everything, so ourself is like that. When we’re always on the go and we don’t have enough time to listen, to hear, to see clearly, then we will go into this mentality of not having enough space and keep pushing forward, even though we are in pain and suffering. So the teaching says take a moment to take a pause. It doesn’t mean give up, it doesn’t mean you suffer now, let it go, no, then we’ll all be giving up. It’s actually no, no, we’re suffering, take a pause, take a step back, see how to take care of this moment now because what we are carrying from when we started, we’re a different person now. Right? And this is important, that one of the Dharma seals is non-self. It’s that when we began this mission we were a different person to this present moment. And when we finish this, in whatever form and shape it takes, we will also be a new person by then. So sometimes what we have started with, that insight maybe has also evolved. Our understanding, our capacity may have also evolved, and it may have also changed, it may have become a little bit more limited, health, the mental, physical… And then the nature of life around. You know, I’ve had so many siblings where in their monastic life, you know, it was almost like at the peak, and then their parents got very ill. They have to go home for two years and they miss two years in the community. Then they come back and they are a new person. And I would say, a new person with new insight, with new beauty. Yes, they are different than two years ago because they’ve gone through impermanence now, so the way of seeing, the way of being is very different. So the idea of what we’ve carried from the beginning that we also have to continuously remind ourselves that in this present moment I’m a new person. What is my capacity, what are my limits? Do I need to take a step back or no, I have enough energy let’s keep pushing forward? And sometimes pushing forward with newer ways.

01:19:40

And brother, one thing I want to come back to is you were sort of talking about how people often fall into a position of sacrifice, that they’re giving in order to get something back. And the more desperate you are to get something back, the less you get, and the more desperate you can become, and maybe you try even harder to get that love but because you’re so desperate, people don’t give it to you, and that can lead to feelings of burnout. And I was talking to one of the senior brothers the other evening, Brother Phap Linh, Brother Spirit, as he’s known, and we were talking about this and he said well one of the real sort of, in a sense, pernicious ways of modern Western society, he said, is that we have… people have dual problems. One is that they have self-loathing, and the other is they have a wish for perfectionism. In other words, not only do we not feel we’re enough, but actually we don’t often like ourselves. And then on the other end of the spectrum we’re trying to be perfect. And that is the perfect storm for overwhelm and burnout. That we don’t think we’re enough or we actually dislike ourselves, we’re trying to fill that hole by getting other… by doing things to get the feedback to try and make out we’re okay which we don’t believe anyway so we never actually receive the feedback even if people give us this wonderful feedback and say how wonderful we are, if we’re in sacrifice, we don’t actually receive that in our hearts, we just, in a sense, feeding the belief that we’re not good enough. So I think there’s something around overwhelm and burnout which is… that actually it all comes back to self-love. And you talk a lot about this.

01:21:35

There’s a very… it’s almost Halloween, so there’s a very scary description of this particular energy and particular state, and it’s called a hungry ghost. And in the…

01:21:54

And that’s a Buddhist term.

01:21:55

That’s a Buddhist term. It is literally painted and described in Buddhist literature of hungry ghosts. And the hungry ghost is someone who is very hungry and their body is very big, like it needs a lot of nutrition, it needs, it wants to eat, but its neck is so small and thin. It is ready to devour food but nothing can come through because the neck is so small. And Thay once gave a talk on this, and Thay said, oh, don’t think that it is a ghost, the hungry ghost energy is in each and every one of us. And Thay said, in our community, and there’s a few of you I see in this community walking around looking for love, looking for admiration, looking for recognition, but if you can’t love yourself and you cannot even give your own self the care and the understanding that you are searching for outside, it will never be enough. So I, myself, I have seen myself in hungry ghosts energy and spirit, like just feeling that I need to consume, I need to consume you, Jo, tell me that I’m good, tell me that I’m great, I need the world to tell me that. But I’ve received that and it doesn’t feel enough. Right? And then there are moments when I do feel, I’m so free, I’m so… Freedom means like I can just be who I am today. And in the who I am, it means that I’m also free from who I am, because I can’t be me without all the conditions. And in that moment, the love comes from within. It’s not from outside, but it is manifested from the understanding that looking deeply, you have love inside of you, you have connection, you have this continuation that you are a part of. So looking at burnout, you know, and stress and tiredness and this feeling of giving up, I somehow in this conversation right now it just brings up that image, and that Buddhist term, a hungry ghost.

01:24:36

Yeah. Who’s never satisfied and always desperate.

01:24:40

Yeah.

01:24:57

Next question. And only a couple more. How to avoid burnout in Plum Village is the sort of what I wrote down as a title. So here’s the question: I live in a land-based intentional community with much the same values yet the same conditions that lead to busyness, overwhelm, and burnout in the developed world, keep manifesting in the community both on a personal and collective level. How do you manage this in Plum Village? Thank you. There you go, you’ve got the thanks for the answer. But it’s a it’s a really great question because people imagine that when they join a community or when they’re part of something which, as he says, is intentional, then everything’s going to be fine, because everyone’s going to… you’ve immediately got the conditions for perfection. But of course we bring ourselves to those communities, and if we’ve fractured ourselves, then if we don’t have practices that support that community then it’s going to fracture as well. And I know one person I was speaking to who was trying to set up an intentional community. And he said, it’s wonderful because everyone comes here wanting to create community, but everyone comes with their own individual idea of what community is and that creates so much stress. And he says, he said, one of the things that is most, that he sees as most important within Plum Village, is that the spiritual practice, the teachings, are the centrifugal force around which the community is built. In other words, it has our absolute heart around which everything’s built, and that allows… and because everyone comes here and trusts that that makes it easier. But nevertheless there are tensions in this community and… So, I suppose, my question, brother, is how does Plum Village deal with the issues that are also outside, in the world? And I always remember I once asked Thay, I said, Thay, I come here because of you, because you’ve been, you know, everything you’ve learned has been forged in the white heat of war, you know, you’ve gone through so much in your life. And I said, but there are all these young monastics, why would I want to listen to them? What have they got to offer? And he said, everything that happens outside, in the world, also happens within Plum Village. So given that, brother, how does Plum Village work too with these forces?

01:27:45

Well, one intention that plays a very important key role in our harmony, and that is really the practice of interbeing, it is essential you have to practice interbeing here, meaning you have to learn to be selfless here. Especially as monastics, we train to live with new roommates every year. So we are being tested again and again.

01:28:17

So you swap…

01:28:18

We swap rooms, we swap roommates, we swap rooms and roommates, sometimes we’re in the same room, but with two new persons or with one new person or three new persons. So intentionally there is this already mindset of seeing each other as a family, and then, when it comes to work, there’s a saying from our great great great great great great great great great…

01:28:47

Keep going…

01:28:49

Monastic culture and it says [Vietnamese language] meaning the work of the temples are never done. So don’t be naive and think that you will accomplish everything in one lifetime. And to understand that everything that we are doing in the present moment we are creating a heritage for the future and we are sustaining and establishing and enriching a culture that we have received. And, and this is where it helps me the most in my particular role, when I feel burnout, and when I feel overwhelmed by like ridiculous like administration work which I did not sign up for, and like next week I have to like meet some lawyers, for example. Right? I didn’t know I was gonna be doing this when I joined when I was 13 years old. And sometimes, you know, even myself I’m like, am I a monk? Aren’t we supposed to be like living under trees and like, you know, renouncing the world? But here we are, you know, deep in the belly of the beast. And what helps me the most is I see that all the work that I’m doing today and that we are doing today it is for the future generations. I’m thinking about seven generations down the line, like of the foundation we are setting, of the tradition we are establishing, the culture that we are developing. These will become inheritance for the next generation, just like how we have received from Thay and then from his teachers and then go on and go on and go all the way to the Buddha’s time. So when we think about a community, number one, it takes a lot of endurance. It takes a lot of strength in keeping a direction. You have to have a direction for a community, or else you have that problem, everybody’s gonna bring their ideas. Right? So in Buddhism we have the six harmonies and one of the harmonies is we all practice this Dharma. You can’t bring Vipassana training into Plum Village, you have to practice the Plum Village tradition. You cannot, we will not give you a place for non-violent communication workshops here because that is not our tradition, but it doesn’t mean that those elements are not in our tradition already. We’re not gonna bring in laughing yoga, which it was brought in, then I was just like what the heck is this?

01:31:51

We’re doing it now.

01:31:52

No, but it was oh my gosh, like there was one time I came back from a day of practice and entered into a space and I just heard people laughing and it sounded like crazy people, sorry. And I was like, what is going on? They’re like oh this is, you know, i’m so sorry this is not our tradition. We don’t practice this here. And of course like, from time to time, there’s a few brothers, a few friends who would like to try something. You know, no problem. Like I have a hobby, I love basketball, but I can’t enforce my whole community to play basketball. You know, there are those of us who love like just plain healthy food, no salt, no sugar, no oil. But you can’t enforce that on the community. Right? There’s some principles that we all share, for the lay community the five mindfulness trainings, the 14 mindfulness trainings. And the monastics, we have 250 trainings that we all follow period. So even in the monastic law, like our code of conduct, if I am to travel to another tradition I will have to adapt myself to that tradition. I can’t just say, no, no, I’m Plum Village, I don’t do that. So I have to be in harmony with the direction of that community. So setting up a community when people ask me, I always ask, what’s your intention? Have you spelled it out? What are your four pillars that everybody has to invest in? For example, we have four pillars that we have in Plum Village. And the first pillar is that we all have to practice. The second pillar is we all have to have the mind to learn, to study, to be trained, to be open. The third pillar is we all have to serve whether it is sweeping the grounds to cooking, to giving a Dharma talk, to offering a podcast. And all these services support the ecosystem of the community. And the fourth element it is our pillar of joy, our responsibility of joy… So I can’t blame you, Jo, I’m not happy here, make my life happy. No, no, no, that’s your responsibility. So these are four pillars. And recently one of our brothers shared, and I think it’s wise, he said, I think we can continue developing Thay’s four pillars that he has given us. And he thinks we also have to add in the pillar of well-being, of physical and mental, like we have to take care of our body, we have to be diligent in being active in our body, and we have to be diligent in taking care of our emotions. Of course that’s already in the practice, but he said, I think we should spell it out though, because sometimes we just think of practice as sitting meditation, as walking meditation, but when you’re emotionally overtaken, that is your responsibility to practice. Right? So, for example, these four pillars we all share here, and you will be asked to leave if you don’t practice. You will be asked to leave if you’re not contributing to the community, if you’re in disharmony with the community. So we have rules and they really do set the grounds of harmony here. So when we talk about harmony in a community, we have to have rules to create that harmony, or else, once Thay said this, or else it becomes a circuit, and everybody can do whatever they want, and there’s no unity, but there’s a beauty in togetherness. I was recently in Vietnam in February, January -February, and I was there for Thay’s great ceremony and I got to witness again the traditional ceremonies that were established in Vietnam. And honestly, Jo, like I saw how sometimes chaotic it was and like so many things going on. Right? And it’s beautiful like the melody of the chants are just incredible, it can like move you, it can help you grieve, but then there’s just like so much like happening in the present moment where there wasn’t like a concentration that was established. And in one of the ceremonies I was just standing there, and I was just joining my palms and I couldn’t join the chant because I don’t know these traditional chants in classical Vietnamese. In that moment what gave rise to my heart was how grateful I am of Thay, like he was such a revolutionist even in changing ceremonies. Like here, for us it seems like this is how you do it, but it wasn’t like that when I was in Vietnam. Like here, we all start, we gather together, we don’t chant yet we all establish ourselves until the whole hall is silent. Like you can hear like a pin being dropped in the hall and then the ceremony master will start the ceremony with three sounds of the bell. And there is a unity, there’s a harmony, when you hear the sound of the bell in Plum Village, everybody stops and breathes. And we start with three sounds the bell. Then you hear the small bell, we all stand up together. And then you hear another small bell, we bow to each other to recognize our presence and then together we all turn towards the outer representing our ancestors, the lineage, and then we would chant together, we would touch the earth together, then we would sit back down together. Like all this unity is so powerful in a ceremony. And we think is, you know, this is how you do it. When I was in Vietnam, I was like, when do we bow, when do we sit, when do we stand, one of the monks who was from the root temple, who’s a dear brother of ours, he’s like, Phap Huu, when I touch the earth, you touch the earth, when I stand up, you stand up, when I sit down, you sit down. And I just realized like what kind of teacher we have who is so understanding energy and collectiveness and in bringing us into unity. So when we are talking about community, a spiritual community is made of non-spiritual elements, that is the world. And don’t think that the world is not made of spiritual energy. We just have to help bring it into a boundary and to offer it to the world. So yes, you will experience frustration, you will experience fear, you will experience joy, you experience excitement, everything that goes on in the world happens in Plum Village and the only difference is our commitment to the practice.

01:39:16

Beautiful, brother. My wife Paz always reminds me that, you know, these pillars you talk about are as valid in a relationship as in a community and she reminds me that, you know, Thay said, you know, that two people can share the same bed, but if they don’t share the same dreams, then there’s no foundation for that relationship. And what I hear you talk about is there’s a sort of unity, a core understanding that allows the difficulties to arise but doesn’t destroy where so many communities sort of self-implode because they don’t have that core to support them.

01:39:57

And a lot of meetings. Like some days I meet morning, afternoon, evening. And they’re as important as sitting meditation, because they… It is the space for communication.

01:40:14

To build understanding.

01:40:15

To build understanding. Like very recently, like a lot of the monastic brothers weren’t showing up for walking meditation. Right? And we had a bhikshu meeting, and normally in bhikshu meetings, it’s like bhikshu means the fully ordained monk, and the whole council is the foundation of the community. Most of our meeting we’re talking about like making big decisions for the sanghas, like direction, and luckily somehow this topic was brought up and I was like let’s talk about the elephant in the room. You know, and it was so beautiful because everybody got to share and then immediately, at the walking meditation, all the monks were there. And one of the lay friends got so shocked. It was a mother of one of our brothers, and she asked the brother like, are the monks having a meeting? Like I haven’t seen this many at the gathering of walking meditation. Because normally like we all trickle, you know, afterwards like some people don’t like the singing before, you know, some people don’t understand like why do we do it. And it’s really funny, you know, the brothers wondered, can like… Can I just hear the policy about like the gathering of walking meditation? I said, yeah, sure, Thay started this tradition and instead of standing there awkwardly in silence, looking at each other, you know, like there are practice songs that helps unite all of us. It reminds us of the key Dharmas that we can bring into our walking meditation. The songs are Dharma itself. You know, and yes, guys, let’s try to like give energy when we’re singing, you know, encouragement. And then, and I know in three months time we have to encourage again, but it takes meeting again and again and again. So don’t think that our monastic life is just like sitting on a cushion and you know these peaceful elements that we may see on postcards and so on, but to the running healthy establishment a lot of it is communication. And communication means a lot of meetings. And a lot of coffee and a lot of tea.

01:42:24

Dear brother, thank you. Dear listeners, this marks the end of the second episode of your questions about how to be with busyness, how to transform overwhelm and burnout. We hope you benefit from it. We also hope you benefit from reading the book. If you decide to buy the book it would be wonderful if you could leave a review on one of the websites you may buy it from just so that other people can benefit from your understanding and find their way to the book as well. And overall just to say thank you for listening. And if you did enjoy this podcast then you can find many more, I think this is something like episode 79 or something like that, and you can find those on any of the podcast platforms, on Spotify, Apple podcasts etc. And yes, we hope to see you soon. And brother, we got so many people to thank. And also two people here today with us, three people here today with us.

01:43:39

Yes. And we are super grateful to all of the ones who have also supported in the journey of the book. And that’s all of the listeners also and also our team from Parallax, so very grateful for the team. And you can also find all previous guided meditation in the on-the-go section of the Plum Village App. Sorry, no guided meditation in these two episodes because there’s so many questions and we just wanted to…

01:44:07

And we’re exhausted now, we don’t want to burn out.

01:44:09

We don’t want to burn out, that’s right, that’s right. And this podcast is co-produced with Global Optimism and the Plum Village App with the support from the Thich Nhat Hanh foundation. If you feel inspired to support the podcast moving forward please visit tnhf.org/donate. And we would like to offer our gratitude to our friends and collaborators, Clay, aka the Podfather, and our co-producer Cata, who is present here today; Georgine who is our sound engineer; Jacopo who is on camera; our other Joe, on audio editing; Anca, our show notes and publishing angels. And Jasmine and Cyndee, our bodhisattvas on the social media space.

01:44:54

Wow, big team.

01:44:55

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01:44:58

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What is Mindfulness

Thich Nhat Hanh January 15, 2020

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